STAN vs UI

dua kubu yang berbeda

tapi menyatukan jiwa

dua gumpalan semangat

yang harus dipacu

dan satu titik kesuksesan

"sebenernya apa yg gue cari sih?"

senen-seneng? gelar? popularitas? jati diri? tantangan hidup? kekayaan? kepuasan? kebahagiaan? Apa?!!

KESUKSESAN? apa itu sebenernya arti 'sukses'?

STAN

- It's Free (the payment, just like scholarships)

- SCP

- you can be so enjoying there

- the new buildings

- direct civil officer (PNS)

- Maths and physcological

- Wealth (after the working)

- It's all about how proud my family could be if I were there

UI, who is over there? NO ONE

- Quality and facility

- POPULARITY (oh yes, you can be so popular with an "UI" name)

- experiences (it could be so damn awesome, right? I mean, with the labs, friends, reports, etc. I could be the real "student" there)

- The Library, The biggest in Asia (Oh yes, I love books!)

the buts of UI

- no direct employement

- expensive (the cost, dorms, etc.)

but, Is that all about my life?

I don't know yet.

well, this is only an opinion. I'm so sorry if there were terribly faults.

.: VCD :.

The Scandalous Life of Gossip Girl

gossip girl, hmm...

tepatnya baru aja kemaren (Thrusday, 24 Dec 2009) gw beli gossip girl di Kinokuniya dan emang ada rencana buat ngoleksi series-nya 1 bulan 1 buku, kapan selesenya yah? :D

walopun @Rp 150.000 tapi gpp at least tabungan gw menghasilkan sesuatu :D

1. Gossip Girl

2. You Know You Love Me

3. All I Want Is Everything

4. Because I'm Worth It

5. I Like It Like That

6. You're the One That I Want

7. Nobody Does It Better

8. Nothing Can Keep Us Together

9. Only in Your Dreams

10. Would I Lie to You?

11. Don't You Forget About Me

12. Gossip Girl: It Had To Be You

13. I Will Always Love You

the Prequel:

1. Gossip Girl: The Carlyles

2. You Just Can't Get Enough

3. Take a Chance on Me

4. Love the One You're With

dan setelah gue itung-itung bearti gue harus ngeluarin duit Rp 2.550.000

Oh Mai Goat, emang sih sepertinya masih banyak barang reasonable yang bisa gue beli dengan harga segitu daripada BUKU. tapi kalo ga gitu gue ga bakal terbiasa nabung dan gue bakal terus buang-buang duit gue buat HAL YANG GA JELAS hehe

jadi, anyone, kalo ada yang mau jual buku Gossip Girl ke gue silahkan, yang second juga gak papa, soalnya mau gue warisin ke anak gue ntar hahaha (masih lama kalee!)

.: VCD :.

Mom's Day? Oh Yes!

besok adalah hari ibuu,
SELAMAT HARI IBU YA, MAMA.

gue cuman bisa nulis ini di blog,

karena bagaimanapun saking banyaknya ksalahan gw sma dia, gw MALU utk bilang kalo sbenernya gw sayaaaaaaaang sm dia (Don't Tell her, ever)

dan lagi, gw ga bisa ngasih apa-apa yg berharga buat dia, gapunya uang banyak buat beliin dia perhiasan, handphone, ataupun rumah!!

dan lagi-lagi gw inget ke peristiwa 4 tahun yaang lalu dijaman kelabilan gw masih jaya. Sering bolos sekolah, Ngelawan mulu, Ngebangkang mulu, Ga pernah nurut, Minta duit mulu buat beli barang-barang ga jelas (absolutely not drugs!)

tapi walaupun gue bertingkah laku kayak anak kecil gak tau diri, mama tetep sayang sama gue, dia melukiin gue mulu, nyiumin pipi gue, dan OH MAMA MAAFKAN DIRIKU!!

dan dia selalu mendorong gue supaya gue maju, ga stuck terus ditempat gue berdiri, supaya pikiran dan hati gue terbuka, she brings motivation for me..

she's one of empowering woman I love, she gave me inspiration, she pull me my back to be the number one, because she loves me (I know it), and I love you too Mom.

tapi gue bukan orang yang mengumbarkan rasa sayang gue di depan orang-orang, cukup diri gue dan Allah aja yang tau, tapi ga bisa gitu jugaaaaaa dong >,<

confused and shy,

.: VCD :.

So Hard To Find it

dibalik sebuah mimpi
ada sebuah harapan
ada sebuah kisah yang tersimpan

berjuang untuk hidup
berjuang untuk jiwa
berjuang untuk sahabat sejati

dan aku ingin terus bermimpi
dan ingin mewujudkannya

bila harus ku berlari
bila harus ku terjatuh
bila nanti ku terluka
ku tak akan meminta

di sinilah ku berdiri
di sinilah ku bertahan
aku tak akan berpaling

karna ku bisa dan ku akan terbang
fly away, searching for the brightest light

tulisan diatas merupakan quote from Vierra-Terbang lyric. udah dari tanggal 1 Des kmaren gue sukaaa banget sama lagu ini. terlalu membangkitkan semangat dalam diri gue
lagu ini yang gue pake supaya semangat hidup gue bangkit, semangat untuk meraih cita-cita gue yang engga ada ujungnya :)

ouch I'm crying (Can't believe it!)
when I'm listening this song, I always remember him yang pernah menganalogikan kehidupan gue dengan sebuah jalan yang banyak kerikil tajam tapi Insyaallah akan ada sesuatu yang indah menanti di ujung jalan, juga tentang telor setengah mateng dan telor setengah mentahnya

inget kakak gue yang pernah ngomong "kamu jangan nyerah dulu dek, sebelom berjuang", and my friends too who support me at School.

karena dari dulu gue emang gampang nyerah,
tapi pelan-pelan gue nyoba untuk nyoba sesuatu yang sulit gue capai.

karena mungkin aja kedewasaan seseorang bisa diukur dari seberapa dan bagaimana dia mendapat dan mengatasi masalah-masalah yang ada.

Terimakasih untuk semuanya

Love, .: VCD :.

It's About The Future

The beginning of an End

Assalamualaikum

Hey, It's me, Valeria Cynthia Dewi (VCD), a 17-year-old-student, still confused.

Now is The End of Year Holiday, I don't know how to express if I am happy or not.

of course, i'm surerely happy but I'm kinda thinking about my future. I'm thingking about the national examinaton, UAS, SIMAK, USM, everything.

What I want to be is being successful in my BOTH worlds. and It only lefts 2,5 months!! to the NATIONAL EXAMINATION.

When the 2009 school year begun, I was full of excitement. I was sure that I had been able to be the best, but I was wrong.

I am the loser. He successfully defeated me.

and now, I'm losing my motivations. the one and only motivation I had was a creature called 'boy'. but now he's gone. and i'm still losing it..

oh please, I'm always hoping there could be something, and someone reminded me about my God, my Allah..

the 'someone' had a good reason saying that to me. Of course there's still Allah who always protects me and gave me a lots of chance to live in my lifes.

Wassalamualaikum

.: VCD :.