For 'That Boy'

. . .
speechless


buat seseorang yang udah sering gue ejek
buat seseorang yang udah sering gue rendahin
juga buat seseorang yang udah beberapa kali gue sakitin


walaupun perlakuan gue sangat tidak 'halus' sebagai seorang perempuan terhadap lo, tapi lo tetep aja baiiiiiiiiiiiiiiik banget ke gue


especially him, yang walaupun tulisannya mirip cakar ayam tapi ga bosen-bosennya gw pandangin
him, yang gayanya sok dewasa tapi jaim untuk ngeluarin aib-aibnya (Helloow, sedangkan aib gue bertebaran dimana-mana, hoho)
him, yang selalu memandang apapun dari segi positifnya
him, yang ga pernah lelah untuk ngajarin orang-orang
him, yang terlihat cupu dibalik kacamatanya walaupun gue ngeliat sesuatu yang beda dibalik kacamata beningnya
him, yang gayanya simple casual (gue benci ini), tapi terkadang very metrosexual (gue juga benci ini)
him, yang selalu dipuja-puja bokap gue (hiks hiks hiks)
him, yang ditaksir sama banyaaaaaaaaaaaaaak cewek-cewek ganjen tapi tetep 'stay cool' dan hanya peduli meraih kesuksesan dalam hidupnya


gue gak tau apa iya gue punya perasaan khusus sama dia, yang gue tau dia selalu TULUS ngejalanin apa yang harus dia jalanin, walaupun terkadang dengan sangat terpaksa (waduh!)


I might be in Love with you,
I must be in Love with you,
I should be in Love with you,


and, yes, I am falling in Love with you
أنا أحبك

even thou' I don't know what is the feeling you have for me, I don't care too much

cause my love for you doesn't need the payback but I always clung into my hopes
my love for you is like a flowing air, a flushing water
my love for you is not 'Love At First Sight'
and my love for you is a love that no one knows about how it feels

Valeria CD SCP, AMd
STAN 2010 AMIEN

It's 2010

Whoa, I am so late by publish about New Year's Ever here.
but I'm not exactly gonna do that.

yesterday, I MAKE MY WORLD SHATTERED IN ONLY ONE SEC!!
yesterday, I was an immature girl by doing "things" to him
yesterday, I was only a girl who doesn't care too much about her future
yesterday, I was only a girl who is still being depressed by her "future" NATIONAL EXAMINATION

apa bisa diputer balik lagi seperti semula? such a brainless question.
It's 2010 and I'll find my gate
*plugging motivations*